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If you don't want to read me crap on about random shit then don't bother reading this ~ 
It's annoying me how long it's been since I've uploaded anything here, but I feel like the quality of my work has gone WAY down recently.
I mean, all my works I did in Studio Prac last year are all still sitting there but I don't know anyone who has a good camera that I could use to get a good picture of all of them. I feel like they're going to waste just sitting there in my room, not even being looked at.
Not that I go on deviantart enough to get back to any comments or anything until ages later anyway. Not like I'm ever doing anything else worthwhile. I mean, I don't even work anymore. Not that I want to, until I get a new job anyway. Because I really hate where I work and I'm pretty sure they're gonna fire me seeing as I haven't been in there to work for over a month.
But that's not really a big deal in relation to the fact I'm starting at UTAS this year, and I don't really know anyone else who's going there that I wouldn't feel weird about hanging out with or talking to all the time, and the only way I can see myself being comfortable talking to anyone there would be if my Mum ends up getting that job at the cafe there. So I would literally just be hanging out with my mum most of the time.
Also, I'll be there by myself. And there will be heaps of people everywhere. And my anxiety will probably get the better of me and I might end up having another panic attack, and then everyone will be staring at me and it'll get worse and then I would probably just want to go home and not go back, but I need to be there or I'll end up failing at life and having to work some shit paying job, and live in some crappy place forever. Well, at least that will be a step up from my lazy good for not so much lifelong-unemployed father. Who is a massive asshole to everyone anyway. Who everyone like to compare me to when we get into arguments. Which is probably one of the things I hate more than anything. I don't want to be anything like him. Ever. Like wow no. Fuck that shit. But Also I'm too poor to buy alcohol when I feel like drinking, I can get a bottle once every month or so :/
EH.
But in any case I'm feeling crap because I have hardly any money, nearly no friends, no idea how I'm going to deal with starting UNI, and hardly any ideas for new drawings/paintings.
It's annoying me how long it's been since I've uploaded anything here, but I feel like the quality of my work has gone WAY down recently.
I mean, all my works I did in Studio Prac last year are all still sitting there but I don't know anyone who has a good camera that I could use to get a good picture of all of them. I feel like they're going to waste just sitting there in my room, not even being looked at.
Not that I go on deviantart enough to get back to any comments or anything until ages later anyway. Not like I'm ever doing anything else worthwhile. I mean, I don't even work anymore. Not that I want to, until I get a new job anyway. Because I really hate where I work and I'm pretty sure they're gonna fire me seeing as I haven't been in there to work for over a month.
But that's not really a big deal in relation to the fact I'm starting at UTAS this year, and I don't really know anyone else who's going there that I wouldn't feel weird about hanging out with or talking to all the time, and the only way I can see myself being comfortable talking to anyone there would be if my Mum ends up getting that job at the cafe there. So I would literally just be hanging out with my mum most of the time.
Also, I'll be there by myself. And there will be heaps of people everywhere. And my anxiety will probably get the better of me and I might end up having another panic attack, and then everyone will be staring at me and it'll get worse and then I would probably just want to go home and not go back, but I need to be there or I'll end up failing at life and having to work some shit paying job, and live in some crappy place forever. Well, at least that will be a step up from my lazy good for not so much lifelong-unemployed father. Who is a massive asshole to everyone anyway. Who everyone like to compare me to when we get into arguments. Which is probably one of the things I hate more than anything. I don't want to be anything like him. Ever. Like wow no. Fuck that shit. But Also I'm too poor to buy alcohol when I feel like drinking, I can get a bottle once every month or so :/
EH.
But in any case I'm feeling crap because I have hardly any money, nearly no friends, no idea how I'm going to deal with starting UNI, and hardly any ideas for new drawings/paintings.
MOVED.
I'm moving to a new account, muisiriun (https://www.deviantart.com/muisiriun)
So I won't be posting here anymore
Questions meme ~
Found this on tumblr, but would rather post here :meow:
“Wait, these are actually hella cute questions.” — 1. Who was the last person you held hands with? I don't actually remember :L
2. Are you outgoing or shy? shy
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? My auntie and uncles in two days :3
4. Are you easy to get along with? I hope so
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? I don't know...
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? people that aren't assholes who like to disregard their partners feelings when compared to their own.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationshi
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Painting and Stuff
I had just finished painting and putting up my part of the display for the end of year exhibition for college, when someone said they wanted to buy some!!
He asked how much I wanted for them, I asked what he was willing to pay...
He said $100 each... EACH!!!! Since when has anyone really like my art even half that much?? o.o
I ended up getting $50 each for them, because I just couldn't take that much off someone just for that :s
Also went to the midnight launch for Halo 4 on Monday night, it was pretty fun apart from how I had to go home afterwards rather than stay with the others to play it all night... It seemed a little too much li
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<3 I am your friend 
and i love you! ^-^
but i know your feels about not having anyone to hang out with :/
I've got my band but when we dont do practie they're usually hanging with their friends and im all like *sits there and be's a lonely loner in canteen waiting for someone i know to show up and talk to me* haha.
and same witht he creative thing... i really cant be bothered with art anymore. My stuff from last year is still just sitting there... havn't taken any photos to upload... Guugh!
but smile!!
and come hang out with me sometime
and i love you! ^-^but i know your feels about not having anyone to hang out with :/
I've got my band but when we dont do practie they're usually hanging with their friends and im all like *sits there and be's a lonely loner in canteen waiting for someone i know to show up and talk to me* haha.
and same witht he creative thing... i really cant be bothered with art anymore. My stuff from last year is still just sitting there... havn't taken any photos to upload... Guugh!
but smile!!
and come hang out with me sometime